im in a slump.
my host family doesn't like me, and personally I dont like them... but i've been dealing because that's what AFS tells you to do... that and talk it out, which has made this mess.
I start school tomorrow. that means soon will come to tears. everyone, no matter how much i say i want to in the next few weeks, I dont actually want to come home.
today we started all german. i was lost, but not totally. that was strange. i am so much further than I was 6 weeks ago. 6 weeks.
somethings hurt me... but i dont think of them.
I havent slept an entire night since i got here.
i accidentally typed sex in the title. i need some of that, but Deutschland is not that close!!! I wish.