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[07 Nov 2007|09:21pm]
Ich mochte getrinken... liquor.

i want captian crunch.  that shit is nasty when you finally get it though.
its the thought that counts.
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Aw hell when you need that song you're in shit. [03 Nov 2007|08:36pm]

today is today
tomorrow is a whole night away.

weird.  this experience is weird.
but i am responsible for my day... i am the only one who can make it good.
i'm workin on it.

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all of this, or kill a homo... not cool in der Schwiiz apparently. [24 Oct 2007|11:53am]
Things I want to do, but don't make sense in Der Schweiz aka Schwiiz (wtf?):::

1) Jump up and down with Kesan Holt screaming "We Must Protect this House".  I really miss Comedy Sportz.  And insane ammount.  Like, everyday I wish it was CSZ day.  When I get home I am going to be that loser at every game... and I want to talk to Julie and Mary Allen; because they generally make me feel funny (through their hilariousness being thrust upon me) which your not allowed to be here because you can't speak.

2) Re-enact the finale to Top Model Cycle 7 in the hallways of school.  Our hallways are obnoxiously long, and sometimes covered by an overhang- much like the situation CariDee was thrust into the end of Cycle 7.  Yoli... do it.  Go to the overpass, and do it.  **Sidenote, make sure nobody has a camera**

3) Smoke more.  (r.  She speaks English, I hate smoking with non-English speakers, because smoking without talking means you are just smoking, which isn't what I am in it for.  Really.  Clara, zigarette?

4)  Talk ghetto, with someone who will laugh or talk back.  Simple things really.  Like "We'z funna roll" or "Shank that bitch" (yes Lauran!) or maybe even "THIS CLASS IS LAME.  Ever class is a little like Economics.  Where the teacher is up there, and you can't listen because the words make no sense.

5) Sing Outloud, and absurdly.  Especially if it's making fun of N. Haubies Nobody here knows Nick Haubner, making it not fun.  Plus nobody knows Fantasia Barrino- so I have to wait until I see Natasha again.

6) Make fun of George Bush, or Nazis.  Self Explanatory.  If I make fun of Bush, they don't get it because they don't live with the fucker.  AND Nazism... just not funny, ever.

fertig.  peace ya'll.
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90 thoughts in about 15 sec. [14 Oct 2007|12:46pm]
and im back to the world of livejournal.  liveurinal.

im in a slump.

my host family doesn't like me, and personally I dont like them... but i've been dealing because that's what AFS tells you to do... that and talk it out, which has made this mess.

I start school tomorrow.  that means soon will come to tears.  everyone, no matter how much i say i want to in the next few weeks, I dont actually want to come home.

today we started all german.  i was lost, but not totally.  that was strange.  i am so much further than I was 6 weeks ago.  6 weeks.

somethings hurt me... but i dont think of them.

I havent slept an entire night since i got here.

i accidentally typed sex in the title.  i need some of that, but Deutschland is not that close!!! I wish.
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[26 Sep 2007|10:08am]
i haven't been here that long.

I have come so far.  I have hated language school, and but am glad to have had it at the same time.  I so terribly at remembering words that I dont know how I will learn from people talking to me- but I will see.

But, I can read German- and figure out things through context- and I can read the local gossip newspaper!

In other news: why the hell aren't I homesick?  It's been a month.  I miss things, but I dont want to be home--- maybe it will come.
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[19 Sep 2007|07:05pm]
In one week I will be done with language school.

Oktober marks the end of language school and the beginning of a real AFS experience, until now everbody has been working their mothertounges everyday.... and I hate it.

Ive been here for almost 3 weeks, and soon SOON I will be in school.

I have to apply for colleges.  University of Minnesota, Universitz of Madison, and UWM all for sure, anywhere else I need to consider?

Love and Nature.

pdots, I am about to se mz livejournal to private!!! So consider this the last entry you can read if your not my friend.
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[08 Sep 2007|02:39pm]
 I'm halfway around the world.
Everything is totally different... yet bizzarely the same.
For instance... there are pleanty Wiggers.
I haven't left the house much because I live in the middle of nowhere, and I don't know anybody who lives here. All the AFS kids live far away, the ones that I like, and I'm not in normal school yet to make... normal friends.

My German is coming along.  It still is crazy to me that last Sunday I didn't know anything, and now I know SO MUCH. Wow.

I miss Timo...

...I started crying on the plane into Zurich because it was so effin beautiful out of the plane window.  More stories to perhaps come.  && pictures as soon as I figure out my camera!
And soon enough these posts will be in Deutsch.
and soon after that Schweizerdeutsch.

thats fucking sweet.


Oh, for Emily Brzozozozoozozowski. To the Tune of What You Own
I'm Livin In Switzerland
And the Start of Two Thou-ou-sand.
I'm Livin in Switzerland
And it's like the Twilight Zone.
And When You're Livin In Switzerland and the start of Two-Thousand.
You're all alone!
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what the fuck? [27 Aug 2007|01:44am]

what the fuck?

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[20 Aug 2007|12:58am]
Goodbye will be so sudden.

Some of them are earnest I'll see you laters...
others are sad and just covering "have a nice life"

............................this hurts.
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NEETNEVES [11 Aug 2007|02:44am]
I can count how long until I leave on two hands one foot and two toes.
I am absolutely stoked, and more terrified than all the moments of terror in my life thrust together.

Everyday is a little more useless then the last.  I'm on borrowed time.

Euphony supplies most of my brain power... and I like it like this- all or nothing riding on that bad boy.

but i still have Kylie Minogue syndrome && i like it
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[23 Jul 2007|10:54pm]

i miss you.
&& i know you miss me too...
but, i am not weak, you know i am strong.
it's just that you are my

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quick journal [22 Jul 2007|01:05am]
Saw I Love You You're Perfect Now Change.
the show itself is dated- but katie fardt has the much needed spice in the show.  damn!

sorry Clara, but your party seemed way to fabu!!!  im jealous!

tomorrow Josep which 90 million people i know are a part of.

my cousins are in town- fun fun fun.

alcohol- not fun fun fun.

summer= mid ground.

i miss lauranne & adrianne (yes i did that on purpous!)

and i hate my family~ again.
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Swizzitzzzerlizzand. [21 Jul 2007|12:48pm]

Time until Wednesday, August 29, 2007 at 5:00:00 AM

3341372 SECONDS

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[17 Jul 2007|05:12pm]
im doing good.
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[10 Jul 2007|04:30pm]
The boy who couldn't pass an AP test finally has.

3 for AP Cliterature
3 for AP Government

Holla at your boy.  That's what happens when you study for your AP Government && actually read the whole book!  && English was def. passed thanks to Bugni!!!

Love & Dove Soap.
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[07 Jul 2007|04:22am]
it's not my fault.... my mom has trapped me in the house

like R.Kelly except my house is not a closet.
i miss ya'll.
hope to see you.
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[01 Jul 2007|01:58am]

AdriAnne is home. Officially.

AFS changes you, it's true.


Even when you're the one who had someone sent to you.

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[28 Jun 2007|04:45pm]

So matter of fact
I think ya better call Tyrone (Call Him)
And Tell him come on, Help you get your Shit (Come On, Come on)

Call Tyrone by Erykah Badu will always make me feel better. at least a little.
trapped in the house. again. it's a twisted running theme of the summer.

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Death Becomes Him [20 Jun 2007|10:43pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]

Why am I so unhappy?

It's the last four days before my longest boyfriend leaves.
All my family is coming into town this weekend.
My house is being fabulously renovated.
I'm making my money grow through work.
Summer Soulstice is starting, aka the best EVER.

But, I can't help but know that my spirit is broken, and that my soul is dying.
When I say how upset I am it just feels like I am complaining.  I know I need to be thankful for the blessed life I have; but Christ... this sucks.  

My summer before AFS.
My summer after HighSchool.
My family while I am on AFS.
How I acted & how Timo acted, or how he makes me feel.
My 18th year of life.
The begining of my adulthood.
Any part of my life...

I am generally such a joyous person; but I am dying.

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[18 Jun 2007|05:42pm]

fuck this.  fuck this.

fuck this.  fuck this.

fuck this.  fuck this.

fuck this.  fuck this.

fuck this shit, why?  
because i don't 
fucking deserve 
any of this bullshit.
i  have done 

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